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2005-05-21T12:44:00.000+08:00

ya..back to update..
so we got our personality test..i forgot on which day...anyways i'm a I S type of person....make a good advisor!haha..some part of it is so totally true!let me quote:

"he is willing to follow another person's lead if they display adequate ability and if he has confidence in their ability.he is someone who is able to lead, if necessary; but usually prefers to wait and see if another person volunteers first."
"because his orientation to tasks is low and his people orientation is high, he may tend to get overly involved in talking about what he wants to do, instead of doing it."

so i'm not a slacker!it's in my personality to lay low..haha..so i'm actually not a slacker!!

more about my results...not very pleased about my results, but at least i look on the bright side, cause there's improvements!that's a good sign!

yesterday went to safra resort with some classmates. Tong hern is a member there, so we could use the facilities there. was totally unlucky(choose not to use "suay"), let me explain:

on my way home from school missed 2 buses,
bowled, but although was not my first time at bowling, did not get one strike or spare, instead first-timers like yuhe and zhi chen got strikes and spares...in the end felt super unlucky.
played pool, but lose 2 games out of 3...

as u can see, it was an unlucky day for me..but it did not end there...it stayed with me till today..

i was sound asleep when my mum woke me up.Got a big scolding, though i was still half-asleep.it was something involving the housework, which my brother pushed the responsibility to me. so now, i have to clean up the house for free. (yes!for free!if u need a maid, at least the maid gets paid)totally unlucky weekend for me...hope on monday the basketball game will relief some of these stress and trouble...

o ya, can you people please give me some opinions about my blogskin?it's been here for some time and i'm considering changing the skin...please tell me online or tag on my tagbox...thanks alot..

2005-05-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

sorry...long time no post..people in my class starting to scold me for not posting...thanks for your support...will regularly update knowing you guys are reading this...
you people must be wondering why i am posting in clear english..this is because i feel that i must learn from jialiang...in order to get A1 for my english..if you spot any mistakes in these posts, please feel free to tell me and hopefully change my errors.
today was such a strange day!nothing really unusual in e morning before class.the funny things started when Ian came into class.
He walked in like normal, and sat down. Yuhe and I waved and said,"Morning!"Guess what?He ignored us!Instead, he took out a box and went to Ching hoon!OMG!A PRESENT FROM IAN TO CHING HOON!after that, we asked him what he gave, and he ignored us again!what type of attitude!snob...Jon later told me that he wrote something like "with love" or something...
there was alot of free period today, so being the log that i am, i chose to sleep...but kailin locked me in during recess!in e end i had to sneak out via E1 classroom...haha...that's such a stupid price...
got back quite some results today...please with some, not so pleased about others. I'm glad my chemistry got a B4, because i usually fail or just pass. But i not very pleased about the marking, cause i can get a B3 if i get 2 more marks...
my chinese not too bad...now rushing for time...please get more details from me in my next posts...got to go now...thanks for the support once again!

2005-05-01T13:56:00.000+08:00

finally after such a long time i can finally log baq online...gt new server..ysterdae account activated..now using maxonline 6500...v swang leh..haha =D
eh...exams cuming in 2-3 days time le wor...so sad...muz concentrate on studies sia...so sad...muz believe i can do my best...confess dat i havent realli put in my best effort in e last few major exams...muz do well dis time...cnot dissappoint myself and family le la!believe in my own ability and i can show e world wat i m made of!JIAYOU!!
to dose dat came to c my blog..i wish u e bez of luck 4 ur exams.!GD LUCK!

2005-04-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

wah..so sad..my com tio virus..cnot log into net...now update oso muz cum gim hse update...so sad...haha...gona cut e line soon and gt a new 1..
alot happen since e last time i posted..eh...gt homecuming, gt alot la...i oso dun bother remember...
homecuming was a success this year...earned 1300++....was damn bz..eh..i dun mean me...i mean e others in e claz...gd job 2 all involved and cheers to e sch 4 making it such a success tis year...
sports day was april fool's day...jaguar rox!we won it(again)...hopefully we can retain e overall hse championship at e end of e year!den it will b 4 years straight and champs thruout my sec sch life!nice thought ain't it?Once again..JAGUAR!AWESOME!
i duno whether i did e rite thing leh...i deleted her no.s bcos she nv reply me leh..stupid rite?some say no cos anyway she nv reply me anyway so i was juz wasting my time...some say no cos i shud put in more effort...i now abit regret...oso duno shud ask anot...mayb iz time 4 me to 4gt abt dis whole thing and concentrate on my studies first ba...i oso duno..hopefully will b able to make up my mind by her bdae....hope i not tinking too much lo...but if u c dis, can sms me first?den can save ur no. in case..
eh i update till here..muz go home liao...gt lotz of homework to hand in which i havent done...going home chiong liao...till e next time...adios!

2005-02-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

havent realli been in e best of mood after v day to post anyting la...nth much 2 post oso...dun wan post wat going on in my love life...iz juz going down e drain..
been listening 2 J Mac (jesse mccartney) and beautiful soul to drown my sorrows...and dl his songs ysterdae using imesh5...pretty satified wif e results..and esp happy wif his songs!o..love dem so much...wish can gt his album...
among dose i dl-ed, found one i personally like alot and reflect my thots...so here goes..."take ur sweet time" by J-Mac...

"Take Your Sweet Time"

It isnt a crime to want

A little space to breathe

But you will be fine

The sun again will shine on you

Whatever you do

[Chorus]

Take your sweet, sweet time

I will be here when you change your mind

Take your sweet, sweet time

I will be here for you baby

Anytime

Im feeling you pull away

'cause letting go isnt easy for me

But you'll never fly

With someone elses wings, I know

Wherever you go

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never stand in your way

Wherever your heart may lead you

I will love you the same

And I will be your comfort every day

Do you hear the words I say?

[Repeat Chorus]

O i so recommend it to all dose lost wifout love sia...gona let jon and TH listen...

wif dis i leave u...adios..til e next time..

2005-02-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

valentine's day...disappointment and heartache again...
wat exactly is fate?a thing 2 bring ppl together den disappoint dem?

-done wat i muz do...said wat i muz say...in e end...no fairy tale ending 4 me again...
-alwaes happens to me on valentine's dae...can onli c other ppl rejoice at acceptance while i have 2 bear heartaches and disappointment...
-said i not sad at all...juz to please u again...hu wun b sad at such an event?hu would say he is happy in such a situation?
-encouraged to reveal all...yet now it seems so ironic...would it b betta if i had kept it in silence?it seems so now...at least wun b so disappointed and sad...
-lost my form of encouragement...y?juz bcos i confessed...wished it wasnt so...
-told 2 look 4 a betta 1...easier said den done...
-personally, i said 2 b frens...yet dat onli sem possible in jon's case..not mine...
-too much was left unspoken early on...and too much was told now...so much so dat things had 2 turn out dis way...
-valentine's day alwaes prove 2 b my destruction....last year's was as well...
-carry on msging or not?not main concern...carry on s frens or not?DAT shud b e main concern...
-felt cheated..by hu?i duno..by myself or by dose around me...
-wat is in my life?i duno...to me, dere r mere desires of my heart..not things from fate...fate abandoned me long ago...
-lost in life...wifout direction or destination...spend time in sch thinking abt my life and goals...yet i could not tink of any...could onli go into dreamless slp...
-y r dere so many fortunate couples around me?things left to mock me?i duno..
-felt cheated todae...jon's fren told him u had a stead..but u told me u had none...left me all confused and frustrated...
-do u have 2 fight 4 e 1 u love?or will dere b mutual love?i duno...dun wish 2 noe..
-iz hard 2 find a person 4 urself...even if u find 1, dat person may not return ur feeling...dat i learnt on valentine's day..my lesson of e dae..

2005-02-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

2 daes since last post...
ysterdae was first dae of sch since chi new year..every1 v sian..can c...even me..no mood 4 study sia...so sian de..study study til 3 lo...den i nth 2 do go trg...hu knew...dey nv play match de...i juz give ball again...sian 1/2..den wait kok siong lo...wait until 6 leh..in between go play match wif gals...sian 1/2 again...xu juz wan us 1 ball over..no spiking sian...
6 go compass wif kok cos he wan buy present...saw alot..but his shop nv open..so cnot buy lo...i bought some things oso..4 her de...fold stars...in e end reach home around 7+
todae morng woke le den 11 go cp wif gim again buy present...haha..saw ben and jun kiat..dey buy present oso...spend nearly 30 total sia...but i dun tink will b all..tml c how again...
todae v sad and disappointed sia..go yj hse after cp...quite late le...so play lo..after dat v sian msg her...but nv reply...mayb i sian too much...felt disappointed...duno y oso...lyk cnot stop msging her sia..mux control...cnot msg too much...sad cos i hu si luan xiang..duno true anot la...xin and mind hao luan...bu zhi dao gai zhen mo ban hao...

2005-02-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

let's c....tues was my bdae..same s zoe de leh..cny eve some more sia...haha
went sch...lyk no1 noe de...haha...heng mr rod remember sia..gave me card some more..hand written de...haha...so funny...nv expect dis frm him...after dat ppl start wishing me sia..haha...
at exactly 12.03am she msg me leh..haha...so gan dong..:PpP..lol...duno y ppl can stay so late i cnot...wun tired de meh?haha
ysterdae cny..went gan die hse...angbaos less and less leh...after 12 yo ba...sian...no1 tok to de..in e end msg her lo...but after dat she say go nap..den i sian again...watch tv wif dad...almost fell aslp oso..haha...hu noes..when wan gamble we had 2 leave...sian diao...go da-gu hse...oso no1 de...even less angbao sia...so sian...cny sux dis year la...gd thing can stay up play game..in e end 1.30 den slp...
todae woke at 10...sian diao again..cos nv confirm wan go out anot...so i play some more lo...hu noes...2 esmo ask me go out...so went out lo...reach plaza sing at 3..but so many ppl wan watch constantine!all sold out de..so decide go walk walk lo...walk til orchard road...den went into cineleisure try our luck..in e end picked flight of phoenix lo...cos nearest time..gd movie 2 me la..nick effects...but lyk no motive behind e movie...but still ejoy it la...6 went home...reach home aroud 7 wif dinner...mac again...sian..no1 at home..
duno whether iz my phone sia...todae msg so many ppl all nv reply..onli zoe reply sia..even though i sent out a few diff msg to same ppl but all nv reply..sian 1/2...dun tink i will msg her so regularly...scared gt her into trouble sia..so scared she kena scolding cos msg too much...haix...

2005-02-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

6 daes nv post le..was super bz...now still is...but taking time off 2 post..
spent last week doing my claz deco and hse notice board..in e end first edition kena rejected..so sat re-do lo..
sat morng go sch wash up claz 4 cny...removed everything..haha...every1 was so bz...too bad i cnot help..had 2 leave 2 do board..went th hse..so big...haha...so many ppl go do..in e end some nv do anything de...juz say super bz la...in e end done at 7....so late..haix...todae when i leaving sch...ms lim stopped me...ARGH!e pastesine on e board melted bcos of e sun!sad sia...felt lyk crying le...in e end nv...tml go super early redo le ba..haix...
todae yuhe and me went up 3rd floor...cos yuhe wan c hu she is ma...in e end realli saw her lo!but i realli coward...saw her jiu siam...in e end could onli c her go baq into her claz..haix...y i still so cowardly..
sat morng oso saw her...she look guai guai de...haix..nv tok to her again..still gt barrier in my heart..dun dare approach her...in e afternoon doing proj msg her
but she nv reply..so st nite msg her again oso no reply...made me so worried...tink i hai her le lo...her bill muz have exploded...haix..2 dae cnot tok to her...den last nite she finally replied!using her mum hp..haha...kinda relieve some pressure off me....
todae in sch v sian...lesson not bad la...alwaes after sch den sian de...todae fell sick...muz b bcos of th or e stupid dusty lights...hai me...argh...i duno how describe my feeling now..wana cry oso cnot...wana juz give up oso cnot..haix..hu can help me?no 1....haix

2005-02-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

duno wat to say abt wat i feeling now...disappointed?sad?angry?mayb mixture ba...
lessons were no diff...trouble began after sch
wei en told me havent do prop 4 cosplay...wan me help out....but i went 4 hse cheer meeting instead...hse more impt 2 me and i vc some more...muz show up de wat...in e end no1 go cheering...disappointed in dose frm my claz and esp e upper sec...tink e lower sec had a blast todae learning e new cheer ba...but i was left in charge...every1 else left 4 deir cca...
so i went baq claz...saw dem doing e discussion...so gave my opinion lo...in e end kena shot by kendrik and kailin...wtf?i din do any deco thing?how e hell e peace thing and cds went up?flew up ar?disappointed and angry...dey werent even around to c me stay til 5+-6 to do up e decos...piss me off...changing my opinion of u ppl...
came home feeling sick of sch...wanted desparately to tok to her abt my bad dae in sch...went online....saw her...started chatting...and she had to tell me another disgusting truth abt ppl i trusted and did not forsake...
yk, hc actually approached her...wth...dun u 2 gt it?everything bad in vb started bcos of u 2?loo breaking ppl up juz bcos u ppl made dose relationships obvious...cant u juz leave ppl alone and gt on wif ur own damn life?to tink i thot differently when gim told me u 2 shudnt b trusted....guess u ownself proved me wrong....frens no more....dun wana have frens lyk u 2...and 2 her...sry 2 caused u trouble...
disappointing dae...4 me personally..saw thru ppl...ppl hu i trusted and i counted upon....

2005-01-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

eh paiseh...was realli bz recently..since sch start din realli remember gt blog of my own...now saw someone else de den remember...
gt lots of proj...and all muz hand in b4 cny!argh...and no one realli cares except dose few?how to do...haix...needa approach teacher 4 help le ba...
dis year gt lotz of responsibility sia..hse commitee...claz management...lotz to do and lotz to handle...hope i can cope lor...or else mum sure scold again...
i duno wat to give her 4 valentines leh...any1 can give me idea on wat to give a gal 4 valentines?

dis new post is suppose 2 warm me up de la...so quite short...hope u ppl dun mind....thx 4 e support..

2005-01-09T17:03:00.000+08:00

finally..i'm baq...i tink i will start blogging again ba....last blog was sept last year....went on journey of self-discovery...lol...crap....i guess i need a place 4 me 2 write abt my life again...so i'm baq...

2004-09-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

5 daes since last post..

thurs went ngee ann poly 4 forum abt "cloning-playing god?"dey ask alot duno hu to tok lor...lyk a debate lor...den ppl around me drop off to slp lyk ppl dropping dead in a war...haha...but quite interesting leh..duno wat dey tinking sia...

fri go army open hse...haha...rox sia...gt so many weapons...too bad cnot realli use...haha...alot of things to do lor...go firing wif e other guys..shuang leh..first time handling guns..so heavy..recoil quite hard...haha...no matters..5 out of 5 aniwaes..go until 6...reach home at 7++...long sia..

sat and sun stay at home do nth but rot and help mum wif housework...sian...do such stuff if mum at home..hope she find job soon..den i can slack and play more games...haha...ysterdae my bro took play go thai...vb trg...6 daes wor..song leh...help me buy adidas can le..haha...wun miss him...he sat already gt match..haha...sueh..lose safsa 3-0...

ysterdae oso finally gt lead on e gal frm compassvale sia...yes!!found some1 hu noe her...hope i can gt to tok to her soon...excited and a bit worried lor..later she dun wan give her contacts how?den i sian lor..haix...hope everything go smoothly ba...

todae go make new specs...siao siao leh...one eye increase 100 degree...another 75..is all dis computer doing me harm?!haha...nvm...gt new specs can le..hope fit my bracles when i put dem ba...mum still wun give me contact lenses leh..haix...wei he?!

dis is e usual length of my post if anything go smoothly and nth corks up wif e system ba...updatez again in a few daes...adios..

2004-09-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

wtf...i post super long post le den everything disappear...hell man...dat's y i dun lyk to blog too much...so damn troublesome...asshole..

i retype briefly le la...dun wan type dose shit again....

ysterdae go watch movie...avp wif yj, hh and jon...nice show...enjoy it alot...but dey make e predator sound lyk dey sux...but i disagree..dey rox..so dun show such stuff lyk all e predator die in e end..

ysterdae gt teacher dae celebration...muz make so teachers do wat dey did ysterdae in claz...

sat go woodland regional library put up exhibit...c e gal bside my exhibit lyk quite nice...ong zhen zhen of compassvale sec..any1 noe..pls tell me and intro...thx

gt alot test..all not too bad except chem...sure die and die hard...

now no mood post le la...write so long tio deleted..sian 1/2...dis post is lyk onli 1/3 of e original...feel lyk i gt screwed....

2004-08-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

1 week since my last post..

dis week very bz sia..alot of test...3 tests so far...tml gt chi test...haix...next week still gt 6 tests sia...3 on mon...sure KO 4 dat de....den summmore all muz study de test...how to survive?argh..heng gt hols to study...haha....so nvm ba...

gt 65 for chi test...hmm...hope not too bad...haha...den physics gt 21/25...hm....quite satified..not too bad...g2g now...eat medicine 4 my sensitve skin...bye

2004-08-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

almost 1 mth nv blog le..decide re-start again cos esmond and kewen inspire me..haha..duno dey will c dis anot..later k me..

juz remove my wisdom teeth(all 4 of dem!!) last week on thurs...mayb was a mistake..pain lyk siao ar...5 daes cnot eat...now eat oso muz nibble wif front teeth...torture...first 4 daes everydae eat porridge...rather not eat ar...liu...everydae bleed alot...haix...finally made it thru man...haha..

recalling thurs:
morng 7.15: reach e op room..fill in lots of form lor...
7.40:start prepare..change cloths everything..
8:lying on e bed...e stupid nurse jab me 2 times oso say cnot..say valve blocking...damn..in e end jab 3 times den put e bloody thing in...
8.05:officially knocked out by anestatic...ZzZ
10.30:called baq to reality by nurse...mouth pain lyk siao...blood in my mouth..cnot walk...onli slp...11.50....throw up blood...yucks...
11:on e way home le..

e nurses actually gave my teeth baq to me!!damn bloody lor...haha...dun wan elaborate too much...gt alot of white soft soft thing...haha...er xin...den my gums all stitched up..damn painful..cnot open or anything....ouch..muz suck my food...haix...

todae juz recall e last few daes ba...dis way entry den longer...and easier 4 me...will update in a few daes...nitez

2004-07-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

dis was a v happening week 4 dose of us in xms sia...gt xinfony V and roadrun...xinfony ysterdae...roadrun dis morng..

xinfony was on e 23 july...7.30 pm...so i went out at 5.30 to meet others lor..wah lao eh...6 meet at amk mrt...but 6 i onli at yio chu kang...lolz...so take train go amk meet dem lor...such a big group of ppl....lyk going 4 gang fight sia..lolz..saw sai gong...he lyk duno wan go where lor, wear singlet and long pants...lolz....reach at 6.45...den we straight go VCH..but so early..no1 queing yet lor...dey so kiasu...singaporeans..went in abt 7.15...hm...v fast already full hse lor...haha...e first part was already a blast..wun go into too much details..juz go buy their cd lor...(y i advertising 4 e band ar?!) den gt interval...aiya..i skip to e end of e concert la...we big group of ppl go mac eat...reach actually no ppl de..haha..in 20 mins already packed by xms de ppl le!lolz den sit round dere 4 round 30 mins to 1 hr...den went home...sad sia..go home alone..sian lor...haix..reach home round 11.30..slp at 12 round dere...

dis morng went sch s usual 4 roadrun...damn it..raining still wan us run lor..siao or wat...
start our run at 8. 45 round dere...5.3 km..i thot v long sia...but actually not too bad..muz b enduring la...and gd 4 trg stamina sia..haha..but came in 90 though..quite pathetic...iz was raining quite badly when we finished..but e teachers still send every competitor out anywaes...den e non-competitors?sit in claz and do nth...wtf man...all e guys in my claz took off e wet socks and practically stink e whole clazroom out....lolzden prize presentation lor..nth much to say abt dat la..except make us wait long long...f man...came home straight hit e pillow man..so tired...felt a cramp cuming on...slpt 4 lyk 5 hrs lor...v tired...

2004-07-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

dis week sux big time to me..haix...

my mum lost her job...now stay at home all day...she even criedon wed sia...haix...i oso cnot do anything...haix...she say my dad gona lose his soon too....life sux...but dis is way too sudden....even i cnot accept it man..haix

i tink i have changed a lot...found out wat is real frenship and who r dose dat will leave me....leaving vb has made me realize alot abt life...no doubt life suck big...but at least i can c thru dose dat r my so called frens...i oso c e real frens dat i din cherish in e past...

todae at trg lost my temper...damn fuckers dey r...no coach den no respect...bloody arse...tink dey big...if mr ang give me 1 whole dae to train dem myself i sure let dem die...juz wun learn sia....

dis week sux big time...dat's all i gota say...

2004-07-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

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2004-07-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

waoh...1 week no post le..haha...v bz wif sch work or juz wan to spend time slping instead of blogging..haha...paiseh paiseh

let's c.tues went to c spiderman2...awesome show man...wat can i say..4/5 rating...e onli thing i dun lyk is mary jane noeing peter parker is spidey...too early dun u tink?!now no free kissing scenes le la..haha...doc ock was oso cool...except if dere's more villian den better la...but i tink dis show was more abt self discovery ba...noeing how to handle the pressure of being a superhero...wif great powers cum great responsibility...smth lyk dat la...anyway..a major cool show...u shud catch it if u can...

i dun tink anything else imteresting happened over e last few daes ba...unless u wan noe abt my major boring sch-life...-_-"

2004-07-05T12:14:00.000+08:00

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2004-07-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

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2004-07-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

2nd day since sch reopen...been trying to chiong my chem...gd thing postone till next tues...but waste all my last nite's effort copying..damn it..going to slack again...haix...fri gt chi test sia...stress ar...sat gt 'o' level chi listening compre leh...stress more...how how how?wat to do?tink i can onli de-stress by slping ba..haha

now i v scared...mr michael say symtoms that u gt tapeworm in ur intestines r dat u eat alot...i do dat..dose dat mean i gt some stupid, long worm in my intestine?creeps me out sia...yucks..

gt lots of projects lately..all muz do asap sia...stress more...cham cham cham...still gt duno wat interview...y our innovation project gt us into so much prob?wah lao eh!sian!

i go makan le..(gt tapeworm izzit?!) update soon.

2004-06-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

i had enuf of everyting...
ang is oso one bloody condemn-er...c me din play last year so tink i so lousy, put me trg wif sec 1s..but ang ar, i gt one ques 4 u..if i m serving all e balls and doing everything ar..where e hell is my salary?huh?not even a word of thx or anything...bloody condemn-er...guys, no need to ask me any more ok..i wun go 4 any more trg...u c bruce?if u do, den u will c me...i dun tink i need to go 4 any more trg den bruce ba...he go once a week, so do i...let's c wat the fuck ang can do...
Btw, where did all my "frens" go?dose i realli take s close frens r all AWOL...onli dose in e past r true to me...haix...even CGH is putting all his bloody anger on me..anything lor..
I also duno wat she plan to do...msg me yet say cnot remember..izzit even meant 4 me...argh..hell...duno if i angry or sad wif her anymore...i juz wan to resolve all e prob yet iz hard considering e current condition...haix...
Wouldn't it b betta if i hadnt cum to dis sch..i so totally wish so...den dere wun b so many probs at one go rite..dun u all agree...+ XMS give so much pressure...now my mum alwaes tinks iz me hu is underachieving...she dun look at all e probs involved...argh...i so totally hate my life...any1 gt solution?haix....i juz wan everything to end...:(

2004-06-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

yawns...wah lao...fucking sian...all my usual "chat-frens" all go camp so now no1 to chat wif sia..gim, where r u?so sian sia..go camp wif ur lao puo..u gd ar...haix..who to msg, i oso duno...yawns...den stil gt so much hmwk..omg..how to finish by dis week..gd thing hand in second week after sch reopen...hahaha...now stil relaxing sia...yawns..so sian...

2004-06-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

You are Xuan Wu!

Mythological background: Because the turtle has a
thick, solid shell that serves as protection -
this animal is associated with stability. You
enjoy intellectual pursuits.
Also, in Feng Shui (the Chinese myths behind
choosing a house), the black turtle's solidity
is used to protect from cold northern winds.

Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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2004-06-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

wah..so long nv post le..paiseh..was not in e mood to post..hmm..let's c..

ok,i realli muz thx CGH and ly 4 their help..if not 4 dem, i dun tink she wud have 4given me ba...thx alot guys..i owe u 1..dat was tues nite...until todae, we still havent msg...haix...muz b smth i do again(sry)...or mayb she needs time ba..even though she msg me last nite..i din reply...not cos i angry or anything...juz giving her time...mayb after e adv camp den i try to tok to her again ba...hope by den she wud have thot things thru...CGH, dun worry la..dis time i will try to resolve things on my own..if need ur help den i will tell u...dun wan trouble u again...thx alot..and to dat gal(if u do cum to my blog again..)i hope i din do anything wrong dis time...reali hope dat i m forgiven ok?sry abt wat happened...haix

2004-06-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

haix...my worse fear has come true...we finally argued...and she is angry at me...wat m i suppose to do...can someone tell me...wo hen fan nao...sob sob..y doesnt she juz tell me...now i m v fearful..shud i call her?or not...i duno..haix...some1...pls tell me wat to do...:(

2004-06-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

hmm..let's c..ysterdae no mood update so todae den update...erm..ysterdae..opps..i 4gt sia..erm..ar...cham..4gt..i onli noe gt slp in e afternoon la..lolz..let's move on to todae la..morng go sch play vb...so tired...play vb nth special la...juz play lor...den came home slp again...yawns...den went online...first time tok to dis gal call jamie sia..oso duno wat to say yet..erm...den had dinner...den...den now la..haha...my life v boring de sia..so ppl, pls excuse me if dis blog is a bit of a bore to u, lyk life is to me..haha...

2004-06-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

You belong in another of my worlds. The world of
self-destructive tendencies, either through
actual physical destructiveness or emotional
breakdowns that you keep bottled up inside,
thus hurting yourself. You feel that life is
nothing but pain, and you see red in everything
with the memories of the blood you have
bled(literally or figuratively) for your
hurting. You live in a hidden land that few
will ever understand or see in you, because you
keep it to yourself and only let a few rare
people into the truth of your reality. Er...I
don't condone my own actions, so I really don't
know what else to say. Of course, you could
also just REALLY like blood....or you might be
homicidal, not suicidal. ^_^;

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2004-06-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

yawns..so tired...morng go sch 4 trg..8.30...went sch...play play lor..e other guys all tired out pretty fast...LOUSY..haha...nth much to say abt trg la...juz tink i gtting lousier and lousier...mervis ar...can go home liao la..haha...came home den slp liao lor...suppose to buy garlic but bought onion(maid needs to cook)...haha...in e end my bro oso go buy..but he oso buy wrong..so he go 2 times..haha...gd thing i slping..or he sure ask me go de..heng ar..haix...now waiting to c if she will msg me..haix..hope she will stick wif her decision lor...although i not in any position dat will affect her...haix..nvm...

2004-06-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

wtf...post new entry but lost e whole thing..now muz retype..seriously..gtting pissed man...

morng woke at 11...lazy rite?wat to do..slpt at 12+ last nite lor...v tired..woke den chiong lunch straight..but almost threw everything up..think my stomach smth wrong again..haix..duno y..woke up til now v sad and depressed leh..haix..went to slp at 2..hoping e mood would go away..but it din...haix..send out msg but till now no reply...sian 1/2 le..woke at 4..den chiong game..again wishing it would help to chase dis feeling awy..but kep losing..make me feel worse sia..haix...now listen to jay...hope he can help me ba..if not tml trg le lor..haix..i duno wat to do man...shud i go?no mood leh..haix...tml den c how la...e more i type e worse i feeling..nvm..tml den update...

2004-06-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

wah kao..realli sucks man...morng go sch 4 chem lesson..4 hrs man...not too bad..but v saturated le...haix...den go play bball...won...nth much to say abt dis la...

main point le...came home straight chiong my blog..wan finish...haix...do do do...now left change e cursor and put music can le..but..wth...duno how to put...tamper wif it 4 e past 1 1/2 hr le but still nth...haix...guess i sucks at dis..but nvm...in e end it will all b fruitful..haha...-_-

2004-06-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

yawns...v sian lately..cnot go out..stay home all day wif nth to do...haix..tml early in e morng still gt claz..sian bo...at least can gt out of e hse la..nvm...eh..nth much to post yet...will try to update...nite..

first post

2004-06-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

eh..hi every1..juz trying tings out here..